this is why
A year ago, I separated from my wife.
A year ago, I started taking Celexa, an antidepressant, that changed my life. It took all my overwhelmedness and converted it into clear-thinking productivity.
About two months ago, the Celexa stopped working for me like it used to. Add to that the additional deadlines at work and my apparent inability to properly budget, and my emotional world has slowly imploded over the last six to eight weeks.
That's why I stopped blogging every day. Of all the things with which I was overwhelmed, the blog seemed to be the easiest one with which to dispense.
I went to the doctor today. He said that he often sees 20 mg of Celexa stop being as effective after about a year and he stepped my dose to 40 mg. He said it's not a tolerance issue and I won't need to step it up again, but I pray to God (in a manner of speaking) that this does the trick. If I get everything sorted out, and the Celexa gives me my brain back, the daily blogging will resume.
There's a chance that won't happen.
There's also a chance that--in my clear-minded task reorganization--I'll rationally decide that I simply don't have time to commit to this.
I hope not.